Now Playing: Almost by Bowling for Soup
OK well its been a while since i wrote in here so here is a lil something.....
Well with work, I'm getting transfered to a BIG new store, i know all of you that have really good jobs could care less. But this is a big deal for me . To be moving from my lil crappy store to a free standing one. I must be doing something right! I'm actually getting ready to go out there now , seeing that I have never been there..........

Um well .... my love life...........




nough said.........


my cats are doing well though :) lol

Anyways I'm gonna get finished getting dressed and all , i gotta get an oil change and stuff today to. Bye all

A good song
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Thrice

"Stare At The Sun"

i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
show me what it means to me in this world
yeah in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind

i see the parts but not the whole
i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind

i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling like i'm

due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes

Its been a few days
Now Playing: AFI-The leaving song Pt 2
OK so its been a few days since i wrote. Not much to tell ya about. I'm warm finally.............i have new windows in my house, my furnace cost me a kidney to fix and i have a Lil money now cause my bonus check came in finally...........cept its going towards paying for the furnace, lol.
But other then that everything is just fine. Ive been working, working on the house........... i get to work at another store Thursday,i get to close which sucks but its fun working in other stores every so often. No girls to write home about yet..............sorry mom............ummmmmmm nothing else really. I'm kinda tired so I'm headed for some sleep:)

Good Night All

Its cold
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: THE USED
OK so here is today's update..........its cold, my furnace broke, Ive beenw without heat for 2 days, sometime today they will be here to repair it, for a small fee of $500..........mywindows are being installed today , which is good, but bad only cause now its 5x's more cold in here.

Anyways , nothing else is really going on, i work the next few days right up till Monday then i have the day off, wohooo!!

I also get paid Friday and hopefully my bonus check is there, i really hope it is cause once again with things going my way, things breaking......the furnace.....I'm tight on money for now. So any extra would be nice. Oh well, as long as everything gets fixed, bills are paid and I'm warm.....then i will be happy.

I guess i may write more later, i haven't decided if i want to yet.But if i do , i will............you'll see................got it?

My own worst enemy
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: The science of selling yourself short, By less then jake
BLAH , I'm kinda tired , and its only like 9 . This sucks. Well today i did about 25 miles during my exercise. I guess thats a good reason. Ive done 178 miles in 10 days, just in like hour workout sessions. Not bad eh? At least its something. I gotta get ready for running season so i can actually run this summer. I'm kinda excited about it. But i will just be excited to actually run in weather that isn't winter! GOD I HATE WINTER HERE!!!!!!!!!
Anyways nothing else new going on. I gotta work tomorrow till 11 and there is suppose to be a freaking snowstorm. I cant wait.........but then Tuesday i only work till like 5 and wed i have off and I'm getting some new windows put in my house. Even though its expensive I'm glad I'm doing it so this house isn't always cold, ya know. Justworkin and exercising, sometimes i wish i had a girl in my life...........but thats another story. I have enough reason to not explain this one ............. but i cant help the thought is there every so often..........ok well i guess I'm just gonna go relax and watch TV till i decide to sleep/ Goodnight all

Bite me dough boy
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Marooooooooooon 5
Hello again, well its the weekend , I'm not working and once again i find myself just doing stuff around the house. but I dont care I guess. .....
here is a little update.......

Last night i went over to my friends Sam's house, got pulled over for just being a late night driver it seems (2am) and was sent on my way. I hung out with same and kyle for a little bit, just shooting the shit, sipping some rum and coke........today , woke up, worked out for a couple hours and then found out about my brother who i guess is having some problems. And i go to call him , and told I can not speak to him........which really made me mad cause right now he is not doing well and people are telling me i cant speak to my own brother.....the nerve of some people.

Anyways, tonight my big plans are possibly going to the store to buy my weekly cd's..........defintly doing another workout because i had pizza hut today..........bad me........but i hate being fat and now that I'm finally NOT fat (not slim either:( ) i wanna get in better shape. So if all i do with my spare time is workout and relax thats fine with me. anyways, speaking of work out, Ive sat down long enough...........time to get ready for the workout!

Lata all!

Well ...
Well I haven't been on lately , with work and all I've been really busy the past few days .......... but here is an update.....

Today was my day off, I did nothing.........

it was fun


GOODNIGHT ALL!!!!!!!!:)

BLAH
Now Playing: Matchbox Romance
BLAAAAAAAAAAAH ok so i havent written in here for a little bit, but you really have not missed much. Tomarow is the BIG dr appt, oh i really cant wait! (sarcasm) hmmm , well not much else going on...........just working and watching my law and order:)

I will try to write more tomarow. Its a day off:):):)

MY STOMACH HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne Heights
holy crap, my stomach is killen me right now! I don't know why, i just know for the past week ive had on and off pain..............and Thursday i have a Dr appt, i cant wait!
Anyways enough of that, I am really looking forward to tomorrow being over with, I'm kinda sick about hearing about v-day , possibly because I'm resentfull (i think thats the word i want) But oh well, its not like i will be home anyways, i will be working so its fine with me. I think i was secretly chosen to work v-day night because they figured I had no plans...........cause I'm a loser............and they were 100% right! Then it's easter time, well at work it is.........I think my parents birthday is coming up soon, i better get them a card.......what kind of son would I be if i didn't even buy them a card, i mean i work at a drug store........anyways ...... I hope tomorrow is not anything like on friday.........I forget if i wrote about that.........but anyways , I'm tired so I'm just gonna go i geuss.........lata all

Take a look .....
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Save Me by Unwritten Law
Ok so today was not that bad. It started at 8am.....due to the hours I'm usually working, even when i want to sleep in i can't.........i wanted to really sleep today but i was wide awake by 7 and just laid in bed till 8.........oh well. Then i went out and got cards for everyone, stoped by my parents house and watched the game. Then went to outback steakhouse and ate well for once, lol..........theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen watched 3 episodes of law and order.....then out to fresnos with DOUG and kris..........and that was my day, exciting eh? Anyways its like 12:30 so i guess this is all I'm gonna write, I cant wait till Valentines day!!!!!! Just kidden, lol.......I'm working 2-11 then opening the next day. It should be a great time......anyways enough of me complaining, i dont wanna sound like a lil girl. Night all